The house is so empty and everything is so pointless if you don’t have anyone to share it with. Johanna and Tovah are coming home in 10 days, 14 hours, and 53 minutes. I still haven’t unpacked everything from the holiday in the mountains. I feel really miserable.
The party last saturday was nice, we ate nachos, sang songs, grilled and played games but unfortunately around 23 I started feeling lonely and depressed and a bit sick. I had planned to stay the night, but left with Sofie, Rotax, Erik and Sonja around 2:30. During sunday I at least unpacked all the non-food items, but got stuck watching movies until 02:00. Today I have only watched movies. I don’t even have strength to go and check the mailbox.
By the way. I got a lovely letter from Tovah yesterday:
“ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
ooooojmfvvvjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjkliooyyyyyyffffffffff vvcddddddddzzl………tgbbynutv
nyvttttynnnntvvvnyyttynnnnrtgrrrtrr4444
Jag älskar så mycket pappa
Jag älskar så mycket pappa yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyuuuuuutii hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh kjbgtrufg0cd8uttibnhjuyh
ju n
tovah
pappa
jag behöver tårta”