I spent the rest of the day sorting my movie collection that is getting way to big with quite a lot of duplicates. Right now Blipp (one of my computers) is recoding all my Ren & Stimpy cartoons. They are really funny 🙂 The cleaning actually gave me another 73GB of free disk space.
Johanna said she like my Blue Wind Haiku and that made me happy 🙂 I feel really good today!! They are coming home in 8 days, 7 hours and 59 minutes and I have already started planning that day (food, activities and much more, froom froom ;-).

Perhaps I should skip breakfast and go directly for lunch? I still have reached the shower (well I am alone 😉 and my hunger has come and gone.
By the way, Johanna wasn’t to keen on moving permanently to the south pacific 😉

Perhaps we should move to the south pacific? That is what Mark and Carla did together with their two daughters. Read about why they moved.
What do you say Johanna?

Woke up at 10:30 and sat down in front of the computer where I had planned to sit for 5 minutes, but as it is summer nothing goes as planned 🙂 I have now been sitting here for 4 hours and perhaps it is time for some breakfast.
I have been surfing, making changes to my blog page, reading other blogs. I.e. not doing really anything 🙂 I love it!
Well, NOW it is time for a shower and the something to put into to feeding gap in my face.

For the first time in several days it felt like I had some energy and I think it has to do with the Haikus I discovered yesterday. Everytime I write one I feel all pepped up and ready to go and do something usefull. I cleaned up most of the kitchen and then I went out for a bike ride and ended up on a field next to Björkskatefjärden trying to write a haiku and reading some. Next I went to “after work” for the first time in several months. Had a pizza and when I got home I talked a bit with Johanna and then chatted with her for a over an hour. Nice.

After I posted my last message I started feeling much better. I had a nice chat with Johanna and Marcus sent me a very nice supporting email as well. Thanks!!
I spent the rest of the day watching movies and it is now time to end this day in preparation for a tomorrow. I have to get out some tomorrow and do something useful. Perhaps pull some weed in the strawberry garden or take a long bike ride.

The house is so empty and everything is so pointless if you don’t have anyone to share it with. Johanna and Tovah are coming home in 10 days, 14 hours, and 53 minutes. I still haven’t unpacked everything from the holiday in the mountains. I feel really miserable.
The party last saturday was nice, we ate nachos, sang songs, grilled and played games but unfortunately around 23 I started feeling lonely and depressed and a bit sick. I had planned to stay the night, but left with Sofie, Rotax, Erik and Sonja around 2:30. During sunday I at least unpacked all the non-food items, but got stuck watching movies until 02:00. Today I have only watched movies. I don’t even have strength to go and check the mailbox.
By the way. I got a lovely letter from Tovah yesterday:
“ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
ooooojmfvvvjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjkliooyyyyyyffffffffff vvcddddddddzzl………tgbbynutv
nyvttttynnnntvvvnyyttynnnnrtgrrrtrr4444
Jag älskar så mycket pappa
Jag älskar så mycket pappa yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyuuuuuutii hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh kjbgtrufg0cd8uttibnhjuyh
ju n
tovah
pappa
jag behöver tårta”

Johanna today said that she wants to move back to the house when she gets back to Luleå, at least for a while. It makes me so happy. Thanks Johanna 🙂

I did absolutely nothing today! Watched TV, surfed, played Monopoly, ate leftovers, chatted. Didn’t even go outside.
Wow 🙂 I am proud of myself. I managed to just be in the present.

I have some great news today. Johanna decided to start wearing her wedding ring again. Woohooo 🙂 Johanna, I love you.